hit me with your best shot .

wow, yesterday was a revelation.
and i realise now how much of a screw up my life is.
people, are superficial.
a time of honest people with sincerity and true intentions are gone (:
they just take what they want and leave your filthy remains behind.

today was another pw day.
and i was supposed to go for pm after that.
which i was looking forward to all day ! o.o
who knew all this shit would happen in that 3 hours i was waiting for val.

well , at least i've learnt something today.
i can't trust what people say anymore.
they say one thing to you, and another to others.
they pretend to care, while actually you're just a joke to them.
& that i am in fact just stupid.

thanks for this lesson (:
i guess the little bubble i was living in has been burst.
thanks for adding another thing in my life that is a big joke.

now my life story goes like this :
i wake up to parents who think i screwed up my priorities.
never-ending quarrels and disappointments.
i go to school to people who take advantage of me.
i have commitments to things and people who probably wont do the same for me.
and then back home again to a home to have another quarrel.

wow (:
what a loser am i.

i dont need people to pity me.
to look down on me.
i just wanted truth .

Twitter Updates